[ Souji's knuckles turn white and his whole body tenses up. He doesn't step forward or backward, feeling as if he's completely stuck in his spot- as if someone has bounded his feet to the ice. ]
[ He knows what his Shadow is sprouting is true. He knows it and it knows it. Just look at it. Yosuke has been nothing but completely against a homosexual relationship. Well, who wouldn't? It's always known as the norm that guys like girls, not guys liking other guys. ]
[ Sure, it's around and it's generally being accepted, but Souji doesn't mind as much as what outsiders might think as what his partner might think. After all, who is Souji doing this whole stupid thing for? Blowing so much money on coffee everyday, always becoming hopeful whenever Yosuke takes the cup, getting crushed when nothing happens, and so on. Rinse and repeat. For almost two whole months, still nothing. Even he's starting to think that maybe he has see the message, but refused to acknowledge it because it's disgusting. ]
[ Who knows? ]
[ But right now, Souji doesn't want to believe that. He wants to believe that maybe Yosuke can change. It's him that he's doing all of this for. He wants to at least have some kind of hope that what he is doing is not for naught. ]
[ Can't he have at least that? ]
I still have a chance. I still have one even if it's small. [ As long as it's enough for him to at least hope for something, that's all he wants. Even if it's quickly fading away. ]
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[ He knows what his Shadow is sprouting is true. He knows it and it knows it. Just look at it. Yosuke has been nothing but completely against a homosexual relationship. Well, who wouldn't? It's always known as the norm that guys like girls, not guys liking other guys. ]
[ Sure, it's around and it's generally being accepted, but Souji doesn't mind as much as what outsiders might think as what his partner might think. After all, who is Souji doing this whole stupid thing for? Blowing so much money on coffee everyday, always becoming hopeful whenever Yosuke takes the cup, getting crushed when nothing happens, and so on. Rinse and repeat. For almost two whole months, still nothing. Even he's starting to think that maybe he has see the message, but refused to acknowledge it because it's disgusting. ]
[ Who knows? ]
[ But right now, Souji doesn't want to believe that. He wants to believe that maybe Yosuke can change. It's him that he's doing all of this for. He wants to at least have some kind of hope that what he is doing is not for naught. ]
[ Can't he have at least that? ]
I still have a chance. I still have one even if it's small. [ As long as it's enough for him to at least hope for something, that's all he wants. Even if it's quickly fading away. ]