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souji narukami

(๑✪ᆺ✪๑)✧ nya

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What's up?

[impulsives]

the info you got from your adventure.

if they regained everything, wouldn't they just end up dead then.

i don't even know man

i'm still dealing with how i'm a kandam series protagonist, a tragic one at that, in my memories

and then that dropped

so now i'm just trying to figure out what the heck will happen to me

i kinda don't want to inherit all of my past anger.

[tarotcards]

Shin...

Regaining our memories and abilities still doesn't mean that we're going to change, even if they once belonged to us. We're not the same person as we were in our memories.

[impulsives]

i know we aren't!

but at the same time, the person in my memories is definitely me at this point, i can't even deny it.

i'm just afraid i'll lose myself to these memories. i know i won't forget my time here, but...

the thought of slowly having two lives intertwining with each other, not knowing where one begins and where one ends.

that's what scares me.

[tarotcards]

But remember that these are nothing but just memories. They are not overriding anything we have here.

How many memories have you gotten back so far? Have any of them made you change who you are?

[impulsives]

not really, but the emotions related to those memories are kind of ingrained in me.

like i recently got a memory about shooting at someone who is deserting from my military outfit.

and i can feel the intense state of sadness and betrayal i was going through then even now. like a wound that won't close or something.

that's why i'm afraid, afraid i'll turn into an embittered war veteran or something.

[tarotcards]

You won't.

Because I won't let you. If you ever slip into it or even show signs of it, I promise I'll bring you back from it.

[ he doesn't really know how to but even if this is through text, souji sounds determined to do this for shin ]

[impulsives]

[ the reply took a bit this time. ]

......thanks, souji.

in that case, i'm going to make a promise to you too.

if you ever need something, anything. i'll be there for you. i don't think you're going to get rid of me that easily, souji narukami.

[tarotcards]

I don't plan to.

You're my best friend, Shin, and I can't be thankful enough for that day you approached me. I'll always have your back.