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souji narukami

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[ Souji falls silent even after Yosuke finishes talking. He's just a weird mixture of feeling... glad that he has such a caring friend (something he hasn't had asides from Shin) and an overwhelming amount of guilt from all the damage he has caused. He still doesn't know if he could face Yosuke properly after this but... he might as well admit everything now. Yosuke deserves at least that. ]

... It's still not your fault. You couldn't have known.

[ He takes a deep breath. ]

I'm... not good at talking about myself or talking about my problems, so I didn't talk to anyone about this, not even with Yu, so the fault is solely not yours.

[ Admitting this is absolutely huge for Souji, as he hates even thinking about this, but Yosuke took a blow for him and after Yu talked some sense into him... ]

But thank you. For checking up on me. You're a good friend, Yosuke.

[youraffection]

[ He knows not even with Yu, originally by Yu's reactions and then a little later when Yu visited. Yosuke knows that they're both private people, but for Yu not to know about it...

Why was Souji keeping it so close to himself? ]

I know. Neither of you guys are. And it's not like it's a bad thing to keep stuff to yourself, but...we care about you, you know? Your friends. Your pain is our pain and all that so we can help each other out. Isn't that how it's supposed to work?

[ At least he thinks so. ]

Hey, I'll be a better friend in the future. That's a promise.

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... Thanks, Yosuke.

[ and just like that, yosuke somehow managed to cheer him up. not by a lot because he's still filled with guilt over everything but he does feel better about this, even just a bit ]

I'll come and try to visit you sometime, if that's okay.

[youraffection]

Yeah! That's be great. My mom'd be happy too.

[ She does like the twins. ]