Ragna... I understand that if you don't want me to get involved. It is reasonable. But then I just want to put out the offer that I will always be here if you do need help in any way.
I want to help. Like you've helped me a few months ago.
[ referring to the time where ragna helped him after nearly getting hit by a car, giving him coffee, and keeping an eye on him. that has made a profound effect on him and he is willing to go the extra mile for ragna now ]
[That leaves Ragna at a loss for words for a moment. When was the last time anyone has told him something like this, if ever? Unwanted as the offer is, it's also oddly... comforting. He's hesitant to outright dismiss the sentiment because it feels too important for that, but more than anything, he doesn't want to make it look like he could ever need help.]
don't get all sappy on me now
and that's comparing apples to oranges i just made you some coffee big deal that's my job
[Objectively speaking, it was more than that, but it still doesn't come even close to trying to deal with... that thing. Whatever that truly is.]
You did more than that. Pulling me away from that car, walking me to your workplace, keeping an eye on me, then taking me back home was not part of your job.
It was kind of you to do so and if you'd let me, I want to return the favour.
[ this reply takes a few minutes before it's sent through. souji's doing his best to remember what it was and if he could get any details about it from his memories of his other life but he can't provide much ]
To be honest, I'm not entirely sure. I've faced it once before in my memories but I don't know if I've actually defeated it.
I just know that its name is Izanami, like the goddess of creation and death in Japan.
Based on my memories, there were two forms. The first was cloaked and looked more aligned with the usual ideas of what goddesses look like so that form must have the creation side of Izanami while the second form must have been representative of the death aspect.
But I don't think we'll see it again, not as long as that fog doesn't return.
[ he's actually really concerned because that memory was definitely less than pleasant. all of his friends sacrificing themselves to push him out of the way then getting dragged down himself... it's something that he doesn't want to think about right now so he'll change the subject ]
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If you ever turn into it again, I can restrain you. Keep you somewhere safe until you can turn back.
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you stop sticking your nose into my shit
problem solved
[Like hell Ragna is letting him take the risk. He's trying to protect Souji, albeit in his own, tsun way.]
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I want to help. Like you've helped me a few months ago.
[ referring to the time where ragna helped him after nearly getting hit by a car, giving him coffee, and keeping an eye on him. that has made a profound effect on him and he is willing to go the extra mile for ragna now ]
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don't get all sappy on me now
and that's comparing apples to oranges
i just made you some coffee
big deal
that's my job
[Objectively speaking, it was more than that, but it still doesn't come even close to trying to deal with... that thing. Whatever that truly is.]
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It was kind of you to do so and if you'd let me, I want to return the favour.
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least of all you butting in on my crap
[Perhaps deep down Ragna appreciates the thought, but his decision is final. With that, he considers the matter settled.]
my turn to ask questions now
what the eff was that shit that attacked us?
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To be honest, I'm not entirely sure. I've faced it once before in my memories but I don't know if I've actually defeated it.
I just know that its name is Izanami, like the goddess of creation and death in Japan.
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the latter sounds fitting
it was pretty damn spooky
[Ladies and gentleman, understatement of the century.]
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But I don't think we'll see it again, not as long as that fog doesn't return.
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i'd rather never face that thing again
you'd better remember kicking its ass soon
[Translation: I'm kinda worried you had to fight that thing in the past and I hope you managed to defeat it.]
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[ he's actually really concerned because that memory was definitely less than pleasant. all of his friends sacrificing themselves to push him out of the way then getting dragged down himself... it's something that he doesn't want to think about right now so he'll change the subject ]
Thanks for contacting me, Ragna. I appreciate it.
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don't mention it
try not to get yourself killed by the turkeys or some shit
[Is it really so hard to type "take care", Ragna??]
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Stay safe as well, Ragna, I'll talk to you later.