Oh, I love him soooooo much. I don't care that he's an ignorant, rude jerk most of the time. I can even forgive that he wanted to play the revenge card that time.
Hell, I can even overlook that he's only one more rejection away from turning into Adachi.
Because... why, again? Because I'm special? Because he got me a plushie once? Because he says something endearing once in a while?
But I'm too afraid. So scared of rejection, so scared of ruining this shallow friendship that I can't even tell him how I feel! HAHAHAHAHAHA
SO I'LL JUST HIDE BEHIND CUPS OF COFFEE, HOPING HE'LL NOTICE SOMETHING SO SUBTLE THAT SOMEONE AS DUMB AS HIM WOULD NEVER SEE!
Because... well, if I do that, the pain of rejection... of isolation would cut so deep, right?!
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Hell, I can even overlook that he's only one more rejection away from turning into Adachi.
Because... why, again? Because I'm special? Because he got me a plushie once? Because he says something endearing once in a while?
But I'm too afraid. So scared of rejection, so scared of ruining this shallow friendship that I can't even tell him how I feel! HAHAHAHAHAHA
SO I'LL JUST HIDE BEHIND CUPS OF COFFEE, HOPING HE'LL NOTICE SOMETHING SO SUBTLE THAT SOMEONE AS DUMB AS HIM WOULD NEVER SEE!
Because... well, if I do that, the pain of rejection... of isolation would cut so deep, right?!
Don't make me laugh.