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tarotcards) wrote2017-01-30 11:49 am
tarotcards) wrote2017-01-30 11:49 am
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souji narukami
(๑✪ᆺ✪๑)✧ nya
VOICE | TEXT | VIDEO | ACTION
more convincing than you do trying to convince me you're ananth, that's for sure
It's beautiful, Souji. But some people are difficult to win over. I'll do my best.
thank you for forgiving me
please forgive yuratchka too even if he will not ask
even if he is always trying to be honest and truthful
i do not know if he did it in the best way this time
he will not say sorry and he will not like it if i spoke for him
but the way he spoke to you was too much
so i am sorry for
that ?
if that makes sense....
please forgive yuratchka too even if he will not ask
even if he is always trying to be honest and truthful
i do not know if he did it in the best way this time
he will not say sorry and he will not like it if i spoke for him
but the way he spoke to you was too much
so i am sorry for
that ?
if that makes sense....
Well, we all got our strengths and weaknesses.
Mine are being good at pretending I drove us home with a paper plate while bad at Ananth impersonations. You have to give me points for trying, though.
Mine are being good at pretending I drove us home with a paper plate while bad at Ananth impersonations. You have to give me points for trying, though.
[Oh goddammit Souji, don't make him laugh!]
no i don't
but somehow i could see you being a pro at the pretending to drive home with a paper plate thing so i'll give you points for that mental image at least
no i don't
but somehow i could see you being a pro at the pretending to drive home with a paper plate thing so i'll give you points for that mental image at least
aaaaAAAAAaaaaAAAAaaaAAAAA
thats me screamin in case you can't tell
anyway
so the date 4 my album release is all set
its the 16th this month
im sort of screaming on the inside and i wanna die????? i cant decide if its in a good way or nto but anyway
its kind of hitting me like WHOA ITIST REAL NOW snd i cant back out
so if i mess up thats it???
i dont think i will
its a good song and iddid my besrt so like. idk. im dying anyway.
sry for the 700947833 texts im just freakin out and i cant scream into yhe void on twitter or w/e bc i gotta keep that Nice and Clean for the release
i think im gonna do a q&a thing??? or they keep talking about it. so. thats happening.
aaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAA ok im done back 2 ur regularly schedueled honoka output
thats me screamin in case you can't tell
anyway
so the date 4 my album release is all set
its the 16th this month
im sort of screaming on the inside and i wanna die????? i cant decide if its in a good way or nto but anyway
its kind of hitting me like WHOA ITIST REAL NOW snd i cant back out
so if i mess up thats it???
i dont think i will
its a good song and iddid my besrt so like. idk. im dying anyway.
sry for the 700947833 texts im just freakin out and i cant scream into yhe void on twitter or w/e bc i gotta keep that Nice and Clean for the release
i think im gonna do a q&a thing??? or they keep talking about it. so. thats happening.
aaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAA ok im done back 2 ur regularly schedueled honoka output
I believe in you, Yu. If there's anyone who can convince these people, it's you. There is no one more determined than you when it comes to cats (asides from me, of course).
[ Really, Souji isn't blaming Yuri at all about this. He truly understands Yuri's frustrations and anger, and if he was placed in the same situation, he probably might have felt the same (of course, on a much lower scale though). This is a reasonable reaction and Souji accepts fault in this. He knows that there's no point in griping over the past, it's not going to change anything, but he only wishes he knew about this sooner so maybe he could have done something... Then they could have avoided this entire thing. ]
[ Souji exhales through his nose and when Yu entwines their pinkies together, Souji takes this moment to rest his head against his brother's shoulder. He just silently stays there, as he keeps their pinky fingers linked, letting out another small silent sigh. He's not looking for someone to tell him that it's not his fault or anything like that, mostly because he already has accepted the blame, but the comfort he gets from Yu is enough to help lower his stress just by a tiny bit. Just to have someone that Souji can show a tiny bit of weakness to and Yu doesn't even have to do anything. Just stay here until Souji calms down a little and is willing to talk. ]
[ Souji exhales through his nose and when Yu entwines their pinkies together, Souji takes this moment to rest his head against his brother's shoulder. He just silently stays there, as he keeps their pinky fingers linked, letting out another small silent sigh. He's not looking for someone to tell him that it's not his fault or anything like that, mostly because he already has accepted the blame, but the comfort he gets from Yu is enough to help lower his stress just by a tiny bit. Just to have someone that Souji can show a tiny bit of weakness to and Yu doesn't even have to do anything. Just stay here until Souji calms down a little and is willing to talk. ]
Maybe they think you'd look good in a dress? Or a skirt?
It can be a compliment when you think about it.
It can be a compliment when you think about it.
THAT'S NOT A COMPLIMENT
and that's even worse
and makes them a perv
and that's even worse
and makes them a perv
[ Souji hasn't been doing anything majorly important when Yu walks in and drops onto the bed. He's just been going over the instructions for a model kit that he was planning on building later that night so when Yu flops down, Souji places down the sheets of paper onto his lap and turns. He stays silent, just watching Yu, patiently waiting for him to start. He knows his brother. He knows that Yu will start when he's ready, so Souji just waits, and when Yu does start, he frowns. ]
... What kind of memories?
... What kind of memories?
Does it? Isn't it similar to being thought that you'd look good in a suit or some other outfit?
[ Yu lets his eyes track up to his brother's serious face, and sighs silently through his nose. He'll shift again, rolling over onto his back and folding his hands loosely over his middle, staring at the ceiling with a far away gaze. ]
... memories of somewhere else, [ he says slowly. ] I don't know. Maybe it was just a dream?
[ A pause, and he presses a hand to his forehead, his eyes lidding. ]
I remember nearly falling into a TV, for starters.
... memories of somewhere else, [ he says slowly. ] I don't know. Maybe it was just a dream?
[ A pause, and he presses a hand to his forehead, his eyes lidding. ]
I remember nearly falling into a TV, for starters.
We're pretty chill. Izunia-san doesn't need to be contacted, but what's the music party about?
Honoka-chan.
Are you breathing? Do you have a paper bag nearby?
Are you breathing? Do you have a paper bag nearby?
[ Souji turns his entire body so he has one leg laying on the bed. He moves to place the instructions on the nightstand and places his hands on his leg. He watches Yu and his brows furrow as Yu mentions falling into a TV. That's similar to the memory that Souji got back as well, but he doesn't say anything just yet about that. ]
Did anything else happen?
Did anything else happen?
[ Silent for a long moment. ]
I remember running down a path... and hearing a voice. There was fog... I couldn't see very well.
[ He shakes his head slowly, letting his hand fall and his eyes shut. ]
It didn't even feel real. I'm not sure if that was a dream or a memory.
I remember running down a path... and hearing a voice. There was fog... I couldn't see very well.
[ He shakes his head slowly, letting his hand fall and his eyes shut. ]
It didn't even feel real. I'm not sure if that was a dream or a memory.
[ Well. Maybe Yu just can't help feeling a little defensive of his twin, especially since he knows Souji isn't easily brought down in the first place. To see his twin upset at all tugs at his heart.
Without hesitation Yu presses his face into Souji's hair, shutting his eyes and slowly sighing out too. Being close like this is a difficult feeling for him to describe. Something like safety, comfort, right, okay. They haven't gotten to do things like this for ten years. Being able to physically reassure Souji, especially when he's struggled to come up with the right words for ten years while they were apart, is ... a relief. This place, here alone with each other, might be the only place the both of them feel like they can let down their guards, even a little.
He'll stay quiet. Words aren't his strong suit anyway. Instead he'll curl his pinkie just a little and lean into his brother and let Souji stay like this as long as he needs to. ]
Without hesitation Yu presses his face into Souji's hair, shutting his eyes and slowly sighing out too. Being close like this is a difficult feeling for him to describe. Something like safety, comfort, right, okay. They haven't gotten to do things like this for ten years. Being able to physically reassure Souji, especially when he's struggled to come up with the right words for ten years while they were apart, is ... a relief. This place, here alone with each other, might be the only place the both of them feel like they can let down their guards, even a little.
He'll stay quiet. Words aren't his strong suit anyway. Instead he'll curl his pinkie just a little and lean into his brother and let Souji stay like this as long as he needs to. ]
[ ... Wait, this is starting to sound similar to a "memory" he just recently got as well. ]
... Did the voice say anything about seeking the truth?
[ He can't say that this is the exact same scenario that Yu went through but he has to ask because running down a path? Hearing a voice? Fog? This matches Souji's own experience and that can't be just a coincidence. ]
... Did the voice say anything about seeking the truth?
[ He can't say that this is the exact same scenario that Yu went through but he has to ask because running down a path? Hearing a voice? Fog? This matches Souji's own experience and that can't be just a coincidence. ]
[ Just Yu's presence is comforting enough. Even when they were kids, words weren't always needed. Just being able to hold hands and to know that they're always there for each other, to lend a shoulder to lean against or to be someone to hug, that was enough for Souji. ]
[ He lets out a small breath before he finally opens his mouth, finding something to say. ]
... I wish I knew sooner. So I could have done something.
[ He lets out a small breath before he finally opens his mouth, finding something to say. ]
... I wish I knew sooner. So I could have done something.
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